Sitting here thinking about when i was married and it made me think how much i miss being married and having someone to come home to every night. There is always a moment when one feels lonely and wished they had someone who will listen to them blab about their day.....
I used to say I'm not in a rush to get married again because 1, i know what it's like to be married and 2, i want my next marriage to be my last. A close friend of mine will always tell me"Lillian just because you picked the wrong man the first time does not mean all men that want to be with you are wrong for you". I know most of you are thinking why will she tell me that. well that's because my patience for men is so thin and i don't give them the time of the day. Can you can't blame a sister for building barbwire walls around herself. I'm sadden by the fact that my marriage failed because i always say no one gets married to get divorced, at least that's what i think.
God sometimes does everything for a reason but sometimes we are so busy and in a haste that we get ahead of him and all he wants for us and of us.Yes i miss being married but I'll take my time and find me the not so right man for me...... Lol... Call me crazy but hey that's my halat.
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